I've had so many little insights over the past almost 2 days, but of course I didn't write any of them down, so I'll do my best to remember them.
Some of my most vivid recollections of the past 36 hours have been:
I don't crave chocolate if I am physically satisfied (not hungry)
I may have a chocolate addiction
When I see others eating chocolate I have two reactions -
1. kind of "sour grapes"
2. serious thought of I really don't want that.
I've thought about chocolate everytime I am not thinking of something else. If my mind is not engaged, it wanders to the forbidden. Is this what it's like for others?
I've been a little more judgemental when it comes to modesty as well. My awareness of immodest dress (among women, strangely enough) has been heightened. I've always been judgemental (I'm working on it!) and I've always noticed immodesty - although I try not to, but these past 2 days I've been more conscious of it still.
I also feel very judged by others, maybe because I feel that I've been more judgemental. "Judge not that ye be not judged".
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